my brain feels dead.
not only because it hasnt been engaged in the study of knowledge ie.school, i think its because it didnt have the chance to think critically in response to meaningful, thought-provoking books or videos throughout the past 3weeks.just read a 26pg article on a biblical critque of the prosperity gospel which triggered some thoughts doctrinal systems.like i was telling jan yesterday, we’ve come to an age where we wanna explore & formulate concrete basis for our decisions & actions.those principles eventually have to be founded on Christian beliefs, i hope(: i wanna be out in the marketplace to listen to people, their worldviews & then slowly shape mine to be one that is principled yet open-minded.
i realised that looking back on memories usually generate 2 kinds of feelings- either of regret or thankfulness.And i dont wanna live life looking back on my years & seeing how i spent them without purpose or meaning yknow?when i turned 19, it was kinda scary thinking how 1/4 of my life has passed by..may He be my guide & strength esp in the next 4 years!
freshman camp is next week & i have NO idea what is going on.craps

Love your 2nd paragraph (abt worldviews). Never forget the values that must not change in this fast-changing world. Here’s a quote I heard from someone before: “Being balanced doesn’t necessarily mean being in the middle”.
Sounds like you’re gonna start your 4 yrs well. Make sure you end them well too yah?