UCAS apps are killing me! okay not really, but i realize doing them makes me really think whether i want to do the courses i chose.HMMN.
anws, humility- the forgotten virture is a good read(: pride is the enemy & the more i realize how insignificant we are to who God is, the more im truly humbled.
the last i read, i learnt that men’s emotions are like rubberbands whilst women’s are likened to waves.interesting right?just got my hands on the book ‘men are from mars, women are from venus’ & i think i laughed for every 2 pages i read haha cos i recollect a similar incidents either between joshua & I or between some of my friends & their other halves. well, the bottomline is:
GOD MADE MAN & WOMAN UNIQUELY!(:
i realised i better make full use of my 3weeks of hols left cos once someone employs me, the fun lessens.picnic at marina barrage with CLASSS tmwr & i’m still deciding on what food to bring.my culinary skills are zilch..okay not that bad lah, but im resorting to either finger sandwiches, pasta or mini quiches tmwr heh 
& i need to find an orange dress soon i cant usher at eunice’s wedding on sat without following the desired dress code : (
prom- the last ever teenage gathering i feel old already mans.
pre prom at the makeup/hair place with yueyun.joshua getting a lesson on the complications of female grooming!look at his quizzled look hahah
spare time & aimlessness is yucky 
not that studying defined my life’s desires but im itching to get my brain running and working on smth again!theres the fun part too, but as adulthood looms, fun is sometimes associated with $$$…which im currently lacking in.hahah
so need to work first, then can play. anyone wanna hire me? but theres a huge load of admin to do also sians: UCAS apps by next week, clearing my room, going thru my com files..
prom’s tmwr!fun times(: hope the camera & lighting’s nice
As are in less than a week!its good & bad- good cos i cant wait for the ordeal to be over and bad cos i dont really want reality of exams to set in.in any case, theres always time to relax and chill and make time for the people you love(: goodness knows when you’ll be seeing them again esp when we go to different places and different unis soon boo
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACH!
you got your nutella wish & my little pony balloon wish yr balloon was so pretty that i cant believe some random middle aged guy asked you where you bought it from haha. i know you didnt get yr yearly dose of a maggie mee breakfast but dinnner at IGGY”S must have been 1000000times better!
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walk has been stagnant & im really uneasy about it :/
its funny how forgetful we people are..was just browsing through the kjv bible in my bro’s phone-the book of colossians actually, and came across familiar verses that has probably be repeated >10times in my entire life time (and even more so in the last sem of CE classes) :
Colossians3
[1] If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ sitteth on the right hand of God.
[2] Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.
[3] For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God.
[4] When Christ, who is our life, shall appear, then shall ye also appear with him in glory.
[5] Mortify therefore your members which are upon the earth; fornication, uncleanness, inordinate affection, evil concupiscence, and covetousness, which is idolatry:
[6] For which things’ sake the wrath of God cometh on the children of disobedience:
[7] In the which ye also walked some time, when ye lived in them.
[8] But now ye also put off all these; anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy communication out of your mouth.
[9] Lie not one to another, seeing that ye have put off the old man with his deeds;
[10] And have put on the new man, which is renewed in knowledge after the image of him that created him:
[11] Where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcision nor uncircumcision, Barbarian, Scythian, bond nor free: but Christ is all, and in all.
[12] Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering;
[13] Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye.
[14] And above all these things put on charity, which is the bond of perfectness.
[15] And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful.
[16] Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom; teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord.
[17] And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.
how wonderful the world would be if all of God’s Children would meditate on this passage & carry out in deed what has been instructed by Paul..me is guilty too.im thankful for a merciful God!(:
As in 2weeks AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.so scary sigh.
as much as this sounds elitist, i’ve come to conclude (after 2years of education) that raffles is a school of excellence & substance.lots of it too!
today’s farewall assembly wasnt tear-provoking, but it bring about some thoughts about the nature of the school & its students. personally, its hard to deny the fact that there are indeed many overachievers (and im not saying this in neg way) that swarm the premises…these people are purely brilliant & with the hard work they’re willing to put in- they always get their desired results.i never really believed that pure intelligence will get you anywhere w/o hardwork, but there are really gifted individuals out there who make get >12 dean lists in 2yrs look easy peasy. i dont think i totally fit in this kind of culture of brilliance- im just being realistic, maybe im 60% there but for now, im content with my personal progress(: theres no doubt that many will be future leaders of the economy, civil service, healthcare sector..& when that time comes, i’ll be blessed to have them as my friends(:
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okay random: im craving for swedish meatballs at ikea & katong laksa with cockles
its approx ONE MONTH LEFT to As.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
but cannot be more thankful for God’s gracious blessings for prelim grades! not amazingly awesome but it was more or less okay(: rejoice in the Lord, always, and again i say rejoice! as of today, my interest in chem has increased wohoo
last official day of school tmwr..its kinda sad but macs breakfast twmr with my dear friends- one starbucks addict, one fatty going back to her motherland to study, another one who claims to study alone all the time hehe.
joshua cooked chilli crab ystdy & i really feel pampered heh(: had the opportunity to send him off ystdy night..He’ll be God’s Good Hands in the midst of all the training & looming typhoon warnings. 20days left wahh this is going to be painful. luckily theres the intensive revision period of occupy my thoughts.
anthony bourdain singapore no reservations part 1
remind me again why discovery travel food & living is my FAVOURITE channel of all time!
unorganized brain keeps popping up random tasklists..looks i’ve hit the mid-life crisis already and have to write things down to remember them haha.
some part of me refuses to be 100% expressive when it comes to love etc etc.like im shy or smth or maybe just not used to doing stuff.its funny cos i often tell myself that its going to take like another year before i actually start writing stuff about relationships in the same sweet, coo-ey way my peers do.HEH.not that i actually want to do, its unnatural for me(: privately, showing appreciation is def a yes though(:
or maybe i express my love for people in other ways.thats a better way of looking at the matter not through words, but through acts of service or physical touch etc etc. read the book : 5 love languages..prob can get it at most Christian bookstores.
HAHAH charlotte just came in to tell me that she had a ‘meatburger’ for lunch at school.& i went “isnt that a hamburger?”..she thought for a moment and said that her burger had meat instead of a slice of ham!heh kids are cute, esp little sisters(:
local or overseas? part of me wants to fly away to a new land, experience new things, & learn new things about myself yknow(: but theres so much to leave behind. and of course the issue of grades grr. i can probably just leave UCAS apps to the dec period i guess?God will lead me through the path He has planned- that im sure(:
math tuition :/ whilst people like rachel yewws are having a mani-pedi haha. FAME here i come twmr
thought it was time to save me from the deep looming pits of CHEM.eeks.highest grade being a C is not very cool
so george chong here i come.hope he welcomes me with open arms & loads of patience haha.kok has been so helpful with all the admin & useless qns i asked her(:
prelims are over..and it was an eventful one esp on the last day.sigh. i didnt need the near fainting episode & i really wanted to take that bio mcq!aiyah.mum & joshua are convinced theres smth seriously wrong with my body & im doomed for 24/7 health supervison haha okay maybe not so dramatic but it sounded smth to that effect..
exciting week alth im going back to some of my notes tmwr- monday is yy present shopping, 1st anniversary gift ideas.wed:movie & meetup with sc girls.fri:mel’s bday surprise.sat: dinner with favourite boy..it HAS been a long year wow.
missed shalom people today :/ and CE.spiritually, havent been doing that awesome..random peaks here & there alth prayer life is good with the thanksgiving and all, God is Good His mercies are new every morning, great is thy faithfulness(:
